in rainbows

Radiohead came out with "in rainbows" came out on 10-10. I love it! I am drinking it in, I am sitting here blinking!

4. Weird Fishes/Arpeggi

"I get eaten by the worms

Weird fishes

Weird fishes

Weird fishes



This song I just want to dance around my room. I came home yesterday and put this song on and took down the photos and put down the photos of my gorgeous life now. I danced around my room.



2. "Body Snatchers"

This is the song [catchy intro, upbeat, poppy] where I see Joann in Hungary. I see her walking briskly around some torn-apart street in Budapest. I see her going to or fro.



I hear this song with it's fab beat and see her like you'd see in a movie, that "in-between" sum-up overview scene that the movie doesn't have the time fo follow, giving you the quick run-through of the movie's character: meets the big city/or falling in love/getting hurried along/getting adjusted to city life,/getting their last-minute things for the party. That scene where the music blares and you watch the dashes of my protaganist here, there, going through this and that and the meeting and greeting. Joann is my protaganist!



Track 2 has this U.S.S.R. edge. like "Back in the USSR" like we're finally landing in the Eastern Slovic Block and we're rocking-out old school like we all need scratchy rock-n-roll.



Track 2: is where I see my protaginist coming out on her little city step, walking out the tiny door. Coming out to budapest. I see her walking and people walking alongside her. I see her passing people. I see her taking everything in. I see her buying some fruit and the man asking for more money, I see her getting her change out and counting it. I see her greeting and going along and going in the little shops. I see her busy and I see her waiting for the bus.





Joann! I am squeezing my fists!



"I do not

Understand

What it is

I've done wrong

Full of holes

Check the pulse

Blink your eyes

One for yes.

Two for no.



......
Make a sound

Move back home

Get an invitation

With the edges

Sawn off"


7. I am so happy right now. I feel like my life is in rainbows. I am being so truly blessed.

I feel like I'm walking upon a land of gold. Clifford is shining in His light and he is so kind.

There is a new pouring.





When I went to the Charismatic church on Sunday a man from Uganda did the preaching. His name was Hudson and he had the biggest smile. At the end everyone just went into their own spaces worshipping, standing before the Lord. Hudson was praying over people.

I saw that big glass change jar. (one that looked like C's big jar of change, the same very one that he came over for,and we prayed just cuz we were grateful and asked God "how do we tend your garden" and the doorbellrand and there was a man covered in tattoos of skulls and death at the door asking for $30 to move into his clean and sober living home. we didn't have enough in bills, but i remembered the glass jug of change, and we dumped the change out and we had just enough with$2 extra and we gave him all our change)



on Sunday I saw the big glass change jar. I saw it breaking open. I saw the change/coins pouring forth/flying out. I said "Jesus I want to be a wonderful vessel" I was feeling His wonderfulness overflowing. Right then I felt someone put something in my hands. My eyes were closed and my hands were open before me. I opened my eyes to see a bottle of water. A bottle full of water. I drank it and it tasted/smelled like roses and flowers and a garden. It was dasani which usually tastes flat and plastic to me, but this did not taste like that. this tasted like wonderfulness.
The LORD was saying He will fill me with His water, this is the kind of vessel he wants me to carry his water overflowing. like He is saying "the point is not to be a clear vessel (what i was always praying about before), but to be an overflowing vessel of my water, my wonderfulness)