somehow i feel so much better this morning. i'm so tired this morning, and just had a large soy latte and i feel myself emerging.
Joann is due back from hungary on Wednesday.
Cliff and i had a great night last night after a horrible weekend.
we talked with lee. i liked how lee put it. Just to say "Come along" giving little ideas to cliff on how to bring it, how to form it and help me (us) along.
cliff wore his sports jacket and his green shirt. he took me downtown. we got him a nice hat. he asked "I wonder what you call this hat? what kind of hat is this?" and i said "I think it's a nice hat." and that sufficed. and i could see the hat was putting him in a good mood.
later his outburst "I love this hat!" i had the best coffee from Bad-Ass Coffee.
i can't believe the turn around yesterday. the pleasant spaces. the smiles and the good relishing. even his voice was different, he talked about everything as if excited. we stopped at food bin and grabbed chips and the soy creamer. and all around was a good trust. talking to me nicely. me in a well-expectant place.
us finally giving-up to this needed puddle of happiness.
so . . . .
Content today.

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