rotten egg

i have been bitter tonight, last night.  after such a Godblowing moment last week.  as i wait, as my job is so hard.  as the guys seem to flicker.  i was so hard today, such a wall.

came home, came down.  cooked, watched olympics.

And then I found the little microcosmic culprit.

found a rotten egg in my bag.  from weeks ago.  that smell that I kept thinking I smelled.  "what stinks in here?"  and even after i did my huge clearing in my room, and I hired someone to help me, and we got rid of so much stuff and sorted and put things in cute ross bags.

there it was a rotten egg.

the things I thought were being born started to get stinky.

oh god!  root the stinky egg out of me.  take away the rotten egg!

it was all gross and stuck in the bag that i was about to take with me to Redding to see my dad.  Yeah!   i found the nasty thing.  and threw it away.

my.