my Podiatrist said it

I saw my podiatrist today, my original. Dr. Kraft, she is great, I really like her. She said something really good today. I hadn't seen her in months after going to another doctor who finally did the 4th and final procedure on my little toe. But now my other foot is hurting, and the other big toe nail was starting to hurt.
Anyway she fixed me up, and she was so excited about Seattle,
And she said "You know, sometimes if your heart strings are lit up..." and said something about when your heart is lit in what you're doing... and we were talking about how I want to help people to heal, but it's also when my heart strings are lit up that i can really help heal people.

And I thought that was so right. That was one of the best ways I've heard it said. somehow it was like a really big yes to me today about going. it was the simplest thing but it really cut and made succint the total yes for going now. And I told her about my stroke I had when i was little, and being paralyzed and all that craziness that feels like dream. but it was a happy quick telling, with astonishment felt on both sides. And "you have to go! see" words said