one last note.

I am eminating tonight
but I want to finish one train of thought here, and then put this to rest for now. My knowledge of how the planets move and how humans resonate that. It's just a way to understand human nature, just as psychology is, or anthropology. It is a strand or pattern. like saying,"oh if you're the second child, you're likely to be like this." or "If you were abused, you're more likely to abuse your kids." It talks of character, habits, desire, and it is so earthly. It has little to do with judgement, it really comes from qualities and symbols, and elements, for instance how one person may be more earthly, or another firey, or one person more fixed, or mutable. It's how we swim along here on earth and interact. It is where we land, it is our downfall, it is our talents. It is a starting ground, it is our substance. But the really cool thing is that the Lord seems to be able to pour all across this, the Lord can reach us all. The Lord can open.
My gosh, God, I thank-you for making me a Pisces, with my kind Leo rising! (a girl who would share her love of God with others.)
I may see how astrology moves around me, but I come from Christ. I do not love Jupiter, I do not worship the sun.
And God, Lord makes possible. You redeem me, you restore me. You take me where I am at. And you uplift all of this. Lord I want you in my life.
This Cake: Lord I cannot see it all, I cannot see the top of the cake. (the planets and atrology are here as the frosting, how things in this life spread around, and I can stick my finger in and try). So I cannot see the top of the cake, But I honestly don't care about the top tier. I really like the tier I'm on, I'm content here I even need to know the level because this feels just as divine as I could exist. then Lord. what batter now.