It had to come down in San Francisco, here I thought I was just going to a concert. But God had to take me there, to take me to full circle, God let go of the harnesses.
Joann and I booked to the city last night harking to see Mute Math.
I declare that on the Stocktom
The vague way it bothered me came up again and we prayed as we circled North Beach. I talked about the wounds that I could see even in San Francisco, these places that once were Nostalgic. Her words of Sabbath, and that knowing inside. She talked about the places she had gone. We both talked of what had been and what became. We prayed over our hurts, we prayed for balm. God stretched words across us, we hoisted them up with our mouths and began to paint the story with the cloak of the Lord. ...
The vague way it bothered me came up again and we prayed as we circled North Beach. I talked about the wounds that I could see even in San Francisco, these places that once were Nostalgic. Her words of Sabbath, and that knowing inside. She talked about the places she had gone. We both talked of what had been and what became. We prayed over our hurts, we prayed for balm. God stretched words across us, we hoisted them up with our mouths and began to paint the story with the cloak of the Lord. ...
Revelation and driving and tipping over steep San Francisco streets.... He knew the Lord would find us even on the 4th floor of the parking garage on Stockton:
we prayed and saw it was like a trunk or part of me I had thrown to the bottom of the sea. My little treasure trunk down there with the green stuff and the seaweed and dust, lots of dust--the sea dust--and maybe even a dress of mine was inside. And now God was hoisting it up, hoisting it up. He was using ropes. Ropes wrapping it, one rope was Joann, one rope was Clifford, there are ropes, and they are pulling up the treasure chest. They are bringing it back up. Jesus is doing the pulling the bringing back. He is recovering me. Whatever was lost, or I thought was lost, is being recovered.
Recovering. that's the word! that's it! i kept forgetting, i kept asking joann. what was that word? i could hardly hold it. but i knew it all big and fitting. yes. it will be recovered. yes i am being recovered.
We talked about funneling our energy.
we prayed and saw it was like a trunk or part of me I had thrown to the bottom of the sea. My little treasure trunk down there with the green stuff and the seaweed and dust, lots of dust--the sea dust--and maybe even a dress of mine was inside. And now God was hoisting it up, hoisting it up. He was using ropes. Ropes wrapping it, one rope was Joann, one rope was Clifford, there are ropes, and they are pulling up the treasure chest. They are bringing it back up. Jesus is doing the pulling the bringing back. He is recovering me. Whatever was lost, or I thought was lost, is being recovered.
Recovering. that's the word! that's it! i kept forgetting, i kept asking joann. what was that word? i could hardly hold it. but i knew it all big and fitting. yes. it will be recovered. yes i am being recovered.
We talked about funneling our energy.
We made it to her favorite parking lot, top floor. The skyscrapers on every side. In front of us a cathedral with two tours with crosses atop. in the middle was a lower peak with a cross there. Then our mewithoutyou song came on. We ran out of the car and we screamed every line.

And the song has been hovering over us, I even wrote the lyrics to her in a card in a big red pencil:
Why burn poor and lonely?
Tell all the stones, we're gonna make a building....
Then why burn so poor and lonely?
We'll be like torches we'll be like torches
We'll be torches together!
torches together
well be like torches we'll be like torches
With whatever respect, our tattered Dignity demands
Torches together, hand in hand!
The two peaks of the church staring us down.
Why pluck one string -
What good is just one note? Oh, one string sounds fine i guess....
We were once 'One Note',
We were lonely wheat quietly ground into grain (What light and momentary pain!)
So why this safe distance, this curious look?
Why tear out single pages when you can throw away the book?
Why pluck one string when you can strum the guitar?
Strum the guitar! strum the guitar! strum the guitar!
With no beginning, with no end
Take down a guitar and strum the guitar strum the the guitar!

2 comments:
i'd like to talk about this wonderful word "recover", as it so intrigued me as I read your use of it (and so understood the way the mind doesn't know how to remember it, to make a place for it) that I did a quick concordance study, and to my delight found it used in a most wonderful messianic prophecy of Isaiah.
Chapter 11 of Isaiah speaks of the shoot, or rod, that shall come forth out of the stem of Jesse, how the Spirit of the Lord shall rest upon him, about his righteousness in judgment, his faithfulness.
And it goes on to describe the idyllic scene of wolf laying down with lamb, lion with ox, "for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea."
"And it shall come to pass in that day, that the Lord shall set his hand again the second time to recover the remnant of his people..." He shall assemble the outcasts, gather together the dispersed, and there shall be a highway for the remnant "like as it was to Israel in the day that he came up out of the land of Egypt."
So recovering is the regathering of the dispersed parts, the rememberment, as opposed to the dismemberment (the remembering?) of the body, God's answer to diaspora.
Earlier the idea of recovery is spoken of when the Amalekites attacked in 1Samuel 30 and took David's two wives and all the spoil, and David inquires of the Lord, shall I pursue? And the Lord says yes, pursue, "for thou shalt surely overtake them, and without fail recover all."
So that which is recovered after it was stolen by the enemy is surely yours and always was yours, though the enemy may have had it in his grubby hands for a small time. The recovery of what was yours is just. Was it not stolen from you?
Finally, how can we ignore the presence of the word "cover" inside the word "recover"? Let's return to Isaiah for a wonderful use of that word:
"I will greatly rejoice in the Lord, my soul shall be joyful in my God; for he hath clothed me with the garments of salvation, he hath covered me with the robe of righteousness, as a bridegroom decketh himself with ornaments, and as a bride adorneth herself with her jewels."
Amen. and look at this my counterpart.
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