Seattle

Wow. I am in Seattle. Living in Seattle hasn't fully sunk in, I suspect. The first week was overwhelm, Joann and I ventured in and out of the city, trips to Target, finding the grocery store was overwhelming. Then School, and orientation all day, and school by night. I remember sitting in Dan's Allendar class and he was going off and it was so crazy good and brilliant I couldn't quite take it all in. Anyway, I laughed really loud at one point (as I"m known to do) and then I looked around and it hit me, it hit me "wow No one knows my laugh here" and I felt so alone. 'Oh my gosh, nobody knows my laugh"

And it was so surreal, like everywhere i go like vintage and like my housemates and in any audience I will make my big laugh. It was stunning. absolutely no one knows my laugh.

and it was still