so good

thank you Lord for being so good. what a glorious talk yesterday, and I am remembering "when two are more are gathered." thankyou for your body, thankyou for touching us. it was so precious to talk and feel you and be in the kevod.

A new thing is happening and I am looking at you.
I cannot dwell in this sorrow anymore. i need to arrange my life to be safe and be away from harm right now, and though it is mostly in my imagination, i am going to take a bit of a retreat. I am going to move away from the places that ding my heart.
It's like i'm learning this way I need to cling to you Lord, because when i get caught up in all the confusion of the situation i feel just so broken. But as I keep to You, I'm starting to feel a new freedom. Basically I'm still so sad, and when I focus on it or the situation, my heart is torn apart. I have felt my heart torn, just torn, I have felt so much heart ache.
But as i talk to you more and more I feel you holding me and renewing something that has sunk in me. You make me lie down in safe pasture.

"He makes me lie down in safe pasture,
He leads me beside quiet waters,
He restores my soul."

Oh Lord You are marvelous! please help me not to be afraid, thankyou for carpeting the next step. please just help me with the next step.