throw away the book

well you say i ask the same questions well maybe i repeat myself from time to time.
father didn't you untie me? didn't you untie me Lord?

Joann and I just pulled everything off the shelves onto the ground. it started with ann sexton. why try to write anything after her? her nailing it. Joann threw the book across the room. then we threw all the poetry books on the ground. Then we got up to Mewithoutyou "torches together" "why tear out a page when you can throw away the book?" and pulled all my things off the shleves and threw them on the floor.

today was a wedding in a creek, it was so lovely. we sat on blankets.

this morning was a service about being Single.

about the gift that it is.

it is a gift that let's us do things we wouldn't if we were married. and it was about working with the hand you've been dealt. playing the best game. not looking at anyone else's cards.


"come quick! you light that knows no evening. come alone to the alone! for there are thousand half loves well worth leaving for to take your madness home, and you dance inside my chest where no one sees you but sometimes i see you!" Come rejoice the cleansing of my lips, rejoice the cleansing of my soul. you don't think i mean what i say, well i mean every word I say!" -mewithoutyou