The Day before Dylan is born

The day before my Pastor's baby is born. Who knows what he will be or become, and i'm not even sure if he will be a Dillan, or a Dylan. My expression came up once again, to look at the child's chart, which right now is somewhat loose b/c the time is not exact, though with a C-section scheduled, we all know pretty darn close.
First I just want to say that I need to stop being so guilty for this gift I have, and it comes from such a love of people, and what it does not simplify what kind of person a person will be, but actually complicate and elaborate, more than any psychology or system that I know of . There are houses, and 11 planets each with their own signs, and there are all the angles, how the planets speak to each other, it shows there is a design, and the universe is not random. And it was the Wise men who followed the Stars to Jesus. Amen! I mean I have this unfathomable relationship with Jesus. By the way, In my soul, in my ness, I am now proud to be a Christian. I still don't go around announcing it, but I am so surrounded by it and in it.

Astrology for me is nothing of faith. It is a science, my senses see it, I can look at someone's face and know when they are a taurus, or if they are earth or air sign.
Astrology for me is a way of understanding people in their human element. It is seeing how messy and varied and why we may come off the way we do, why we may be pulled to behave in the ways we do.
Now Christ actually changes my capacity. Christ allows me to have this source of love for people, for others, anybody, even those I may not be fond of, because it comes from this deep source.
Well I just want to say Amen for Dylan, coming tommorow morning.
I am stunned that he, if born approximately the time as scheduled will be a Cancer Sun, Pisces Moon, and Leo Rising.
How Precious!
The weird thing is I'm a Pisces Sun, Cancer Moon, and Leo Rising. This is a trip. But even if i try to be a little unbias, I can say that Pisces and Cancer are both water signs and extremely sensitive, they work on more of an emotional plane. And pisces is a very artistic sign, though it can be moddy, and changeable, it is the two fishies.
Now Leo Rising, the Rising sign is kinda like what someone may notice first in you who doesn't know you all that well, in other words like you at a party. And this kid if Leo Rising, is exactly my sign. So check it,
leo is the Lion right, the king of the forest, so they dig their kingdom, and all that's in it. They are protective of their close ones, their family, their friends. And their pride is very important.
Anyone who knows me knows how much I like to be the center of Attention. And i'll go there, i'll the the MC or DJ, or read my poems in front of crowds. So there's my Leo, but its more on my rising sign, how I shine to others. The moon sign is the heart more, the emotions, our gut instincts. Mine is Cancer which is mothering, nurturing, likes isolation, has a little shell up, gets easily let down if people don't nurture me, yatta-yatta. So for anyone who knows me, they know i'm pretty emoitional, and as much as i'm all glowy when around people, I do get pretty sad frequently and sulky, but then my emotions change, especially when looked after by others, and nurtureed a little bit. but sometimes its just a lost cause, like i get down really easy or anxious, and my Leo, that's a part of me that just gets very strong and intense, that's my little roar, what gets me out of my water. that's when i get things done, or when i "know what I know, and want what I want", and strut off to get another coffee.

OK, I'm gonna stop now.

Yeah Naba! Yeah Dylan! Yeah Jen!
May God bless the deliverey!