Today I have felt something new. Like i am sealed. not just this lift. but a seal. a wonderful seal. I'm always so open, people say. "ooh you're so open" they tell me when I give them a big stare. It's vulnerable, that's what I've been, taking in everything, un shileding, unprotected. going on anyone's. being present when I din't want to.
inviting obad ones*: ones that wanted to take from me what I had. I was almost spilling out before. and searching.
and i don't feel open in this way anymore. I feel like I'm in something. And I don't have to do the work to reject or protect or defend or take naymore. Like I"m in Christ. And it feels like it's never going to go away.
I feel untouchable.
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Ephesians 1:13
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