strive

Where does this bike go and do I even recognize this land? is there a pasture for me?

even you were talking about striving when you were talking about god. i thought it beautiful what you said and palpable. you said how blackberries that are farmed never taste as good as the blackberries by the side-of-the-road, because those blackberries in the bushes don't have good land, b/c they have to strive, they have to strive for their survivial to make the sweetest fruit, the fruit that will someday fall and fertilize the next life, the better seed. You said that's why it's wonderrful being imperfect, because you have to strive and be uncomfortable, you have to reach out and then you need God.

So can you strive for this place before us? can you strive for me? How much i stress you out already asking for these things. can you strive to make a good food? to make a sweet berry? can you strive to soften the land? can you strive to find me?

it does come down to interpretation and buttons. and language. what is the language of what you do, what I do, what anyone does mean? The words you say mean things.
and am trying to feel like myself and feel at ease.