Today is Day 8

Today is Day 8, and I rejoice in it with Jo. She is doing big things and edging right up to God. And God is telling her that he's been counting down for this from long before. God is saying, yes-you are ready. let's do this.
This is 1 day past the Day of Sabbath because yesterday was the 7th day.
So it's like a new beginning. It's like the next octave. The next land. The ready land.

I woke up with anxiety and my heart felt like it was gulping.
My boss let me stay home for the morning. I slept more and I woke up feeling so good and rested. I don't remember feeling so O.K. in so long.

like I had come up out of water.

I said when I was praying today, "Lord you are Outrageous!"
I really like that word. How it suddenly is so bold in the middle.
IT feels so right to say that to the LOrd right now. I keep seeing these things in our relationship change or


It does feel like a day of new starts like a day of uncovering.

Yesterday was like Day 7, Cliff and I came to new terms. It was like the end note.
We sat on his low seats and watched a movie while he knitted to calm down. We were not very affectionate but we were at an agreement.

Earlier, He left my room frustrated. I was to drive him home. It was that same old Dead-end. And he "just wanted to go home." and somethings he said hurt. and it's that shutdown. and it really sucked to hear his take on many of my things. words are important.

i came back to my room to find my keys. he came in. "Let's start over."
with a good spirit.
with that spirit of "everything is going to be OK."

And there was tenderness.
And it was like a new spirit wearing.