today

I wish we could have rode each other like horses.  i wish we could get up and spur each other, let's go and ride.  i wish for the marvelous path. the very going path. i wish we had been able to bolt together.   to sustain.

it's like i don't even care about anything today.  

all the caring between us.  and all the preciousness. what to do with it?  not having to make anything of it anymore. oh gosh.  they are tied around my wrists. and they are good.  and how do i not wear it?  the very dear pieces.

i also do feel like i'm above water again. like i'm not sinking.  i also know and remember that with the wonderfulness, there was also the battle, and we both wore it.  the struck times trailed with me.  i was so worn.